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Monday, December 19, 2011

just finished watching breaking dawn part I and watched 27 dresses this arvo :))

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what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Sunday, December 18, 2011

they say that if you love something, you should set it free.

what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
Saturday, December 17, 2011

this one's dedi to your 99.7 ATAR my dear cousin :))

what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
Friday, December 16, 2011

its holidays now :D and nearly christmas ^^ hehe i'm so bloated and should eat more healthy food after going to more than 12 parties in the past week :P

today; went to another party!:D and then went out for dinner (saw ms chan and her husband LOL) and then went late night shopping :P
hehe this made my day (: FB MESSAGE: Let's go watch a movie next week!
haha :) it's been a while since i've gone out to watch a movie not with my regular crowd :L :')

btw, CONGRATS NICKY SUTTON AND STEVE GANGEMI ON UR ENGAGEMENT <3 :)) so happy for you two! ^^

to those who have been so important in my life this year, because when ppl are family, you just know. they’re there for you when you least expect it (:

1) I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done and said, but thank you so much for still putting up with my annoying antics and being there for me all the time this year (: you’ve been such a loyal brother and amazing bestie ;) and I couldn’t have made it through the year without you. (I’m so sorry I couldn’t do what you asked) and I hope we can move on and live life to the full next year :)

2) oh wow, it’s been a while 2 years. I’m not who you thought I was and you can’t forgive that. I don’t know how to make things go back to what they were.

3) theres so much. where should I start? x) i reckon that we’ve both grown from our experiences this year ;) I don’t know what I would be now if you hadn’t done all the things you’ve done for me this year. and those late night dnms ;) it feels like we’ve known each other forever, and I love how we have this sort of strange telepathy where you know what I’m feeling, even when I don’t tell you (: keep being the awesome amazing person that you areee <3

4) i'm sorry but the answer's still no. you can't change a heart no matter how hard you try.

5) let’s take it slowly this time. (:

6) we’ve grown a bit apart this year, and both moved on with our lives but you’re such a loyal faithful friend and you make me laugh uncontrollably even when I’m not feeling that great (: I love how I will always know that no matter what I do or say, you’ll always be there and you’ll always be by my side no matter how hard things are (:

7) I hope one day, that you’ll find someone lucky enough, who’ll do the same for you.

8) through all the ups and downs we’ve been through this year the trust and loyalty between us is amazing :) you’re like a long lost brother to me ;) I’m so glad we decided to confide everything to each other and be able to help each other move on from the past :D but you’ve really changed ): I miss the old you, please come back <3

9) some things are just not meant to be, and it pains me to see that we never had a chance but it amazes me how you put up with me, and give me the best advice at times (:

10) we haven’t known each other for long but we can just ramble on to each other just about anything (: we’ve been there for each other in all the times of our emotional breakdowns and thank you for helping me smile again in times of hardship (: here’s something for you and me: nobody is worth your tears and the one who is won’t make you cry

11) and here’s one to the one and only jazz c-c-c-c-combo ;) THANK YOU GUYS (haha literally only guys) xD FOR BEING AWESOME AND HILARIOUS. you all have made me laugh and smile so much, and hope none of us quit next year ;) AND REMEMBER TO ALWAYS TRY OUR BEST ;DD

12) last but not least :) this is one's for all the people who have made me LAUGH and SMILE this year! i wouldn't have survived 2011 without you, and i love you all! merry christmas and stay safe :)

-alice;

what we could have been, 10:00 PM.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011

what happens when you have that's incurable.

it pains me to see you two like this because of me. can't you two forget about me and go on with your friendship?

what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Monday, December 12, 2011

i'm so tired for all the parties i've been to these past few days. hehe, met a long lost childhood guy bestie at this westmead cancer help foundation which my mum is part of :) nearly all the adults who went to this christmas BBQ was either a nurse or doctor LOL btw, a few doctors asked me whether i would like to work at their clinics for work experience next year ;D

mafia in ag today ^^ ag has been such a bludge in the past month. spent 4 periods of ag last week taking down other ppl's decorations in the ag staffroom and redecorating it ahaha :DD

1) i'm glad it's the holidays. i think it's better for us to take a break for a while.

2) i know this is a cliche but its too true. it's not you, it's me.

-alice;


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what we could have been, 8:54 PM.
Thursday, December 8, 2011

what hurts me most is the fact that we had a chance and a choice. but thank you so much (:

what we could have been, 11:07 PM.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011

i promise i'll make a REALLY REALLLY long post about houseparty on the weekend :)

i havent actually posted in a while :/ quite busy this week D:

monday was yr 6 orientation day so for band we had to perform with our yr 6 buddies. spent most of time when treskin and other ppl were giving speeches playing that string game (the one that involves 2 ppl and i used to play it in primary school) with antho behind the screen; c
hillin' on the floor like real hobos :D u jelly? ;)

tuesday was presentation day. i was so bored D: so me and jackson spent most of the time talking, and looking at the butterfly :P

wednesday; sports bbq + bridge building :) our bridge was around 190 g and could withstand 10 kg :DD hehe, we came 4th ^^ but our plane failed epicly :D i think it only flew 1 metre xD sports bbq :) did this 8k group thing until other ppl crashed with us :) it was so hilarious :D i swear me and rosy couldnt stop laughing :L the shampoo bubble story, the penguin method of taking off a jumper, a leaf growing out of a guy's head; thanks for making me laugh so much :) unforgettable memories <3 after that, we played vortex for a while, and then me and steph and rosy just lay down on the slope of grass on the oval :) we sang songs :P and me and steph had a grass fight :D so we ended up with so much grass in our hair xD

got LEGIT VNR for most of day apart from p.1 :D rosy and rhea crashed my house then we took the bus to carlo court and met up with paul, alicia, viddy, ravi, alex, antho and jackson, then we walked back to school cos we felt bloated after all that easyway and maccas :L i nearly fell asleep tonight in the hall :/ at one point, i was in such a rush, i ended up just changing behind wall outside LOL :) for combined carols, i ended up playing piano w
ith antho :D even though i havent really played piano for a year :/


TMRW mufti day :) then after school- CHRISTMAS PARTY ^^

HAVE FUN OVERSEAS JOYCEY <3 hehe, got this from you when i got home :')

-alice;

we're holding all the pain, because it's all we have left

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what we could have been, 10:29 PM.

tell me if this is real, or if this is just a game. if it's real, we'll figure it out, all of it, i promise; but if it's not, then please, i beg you, just let me go.

what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Monday, December 5, 2011

cos we could've had it all~

what we could have been, 11:55 PM.

having houseparty withdrawal now :( will post about that later when i have time :P

//part of me thought that if i didn't say it out loud then it wouldn't be true.

-alice;

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what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
Friday, December 2, 2011

supposed to be at school right now xD but then i'm last minute packing for housepartyyy :)) and then waiting for daniel and kerry to pick me up at around 4ish :P

i swear at least 1/2 of my luggage is FOOODDD :L :DD i will get a lot of flabs after this camp :L

drama performance at carlo west today :P our one was pretty stuffed up but whatevs. :D at least we got smthing together after literally doing NOTHING in all the drama lessons this term :L got to leave school early after recess cos my rents wrote a note :) went home in p. 4 and 5 to finish packing for HP, then made myself a smoked salmon sandwich :P then came back to school for iscf music week thing where i played the drums 8D and chilled for a while with elainee, lily, and all the other yr 12 ppl :)

the last few PE lessons were pretty fun 8D DOGDEBALLLL!!!! :P got andrew, roger and a few other ppl out yesterday ^^ i was so exhausted and a little sunburnt D: after playing dodgeball for most of the double :) maybe i should be part of the 5 on 5 dodgeball thing next year :P

went to band yesterday :) and got this little year 6 kid as my buddy :] he was quite cuteee :3 during the break i mucked around with kevin du's sax and jackson's trumpet :P after band, went FOOOOD SHOPPING til 9 :)) bought at least $50 worth of food for HOUSEPARTY!

btw, found out that i'm leading yr 7-9 focus next week with joyce d and joyce y :D

so much more to tell you, but i should shower and eat early dinner before daniel and kerry pick me up to houseparty :) WILL BLOG AFTER HOUSEPARTY :D

-alice;


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